stay. away.

Relationships (and anything resembling it) has never been as unattractive to me as it has been now.

It took a conversation with ber to realized that.

All that checking the phone every few moments for his reply, feeling the need to constantly message him, the want to talk on the phone every night and the whole "I-just-can't-get-enough-of-you" things.

All these. All of them feels disgusting to me. I don't even know why.

In a relationship (and anything resembling it), it's not what you expect that's hard and sticky. It's HIS expectations that are complicating stuff.

For me. For now. I just want something with no complications.

You know, talk/message each other only if you feel like it.

Quite like what I had last year.

Kudos to all those who have ever been/are in a relationship.

And if I sound emo, I am not. I am just frustrated and tired and can't stand how some of my girlfriends are so eager to settle down. And this does not make me a loose-ey SPG or anything.

Yeah. Fun! Come this way.

A Look Inside My Head.

I don't know if it's normal or not. But here's a look inside my head. My thought process to be exact.

Someone:"So let's decide on this topic and interview students."
Thoughts that strike at the same time:
- How are we going to analyse the data obtained? Objective of the research.
- Moral of the story?
- Why students?
- What are we going to ask?
- I really hate using students as my test subjects again. I like the difficult one better.
- Oh, live with it, woman! Face reality!

Someone: "Let's cancel tomorrow's gathering."
Thoughts that strike my head (at the same time):
- Oh no! B is spending the night at her aunt's place in Pasir Ris cause we were suppose to go there.
- Everyone is going to think that it's just another round of our squabble (A and me).
- What about the food C and B bought?!
- No! It's A's birthday!
- How did things get so bad? All I wanted was for things to be special for A!
- Is it my fault? Gosh, I feel horrible.
- What about my muffins?
- What the shit! *sigh*

Parent: "We are going to sell the shop."
Thoughts that strike my head (at the same time):
- How does my parents feel about it? Sad? Glad? Relieved?
- Debts! How are we going to pay them?
- Early redemption of loans. Implications?
- Brother's school fees!
- Where's the money going to come from?
- I don't want my parents to work outside! Especially my mum!
- How is it going to change our family dynamics?
- Will we still be as close?
- I need to start working, pronto!

Yups. These are the relatively simple thought process. These thoughts only causes mini-thought-jam. Wait till you see the massive ones.

I think too much huh?

the reliant-phobic.

When you have had a great or fairly nice day, you tend to have a lot of thoughts going on in your head. At least it's true for my cousins and I. So here goes the thought.

I like the cleaned-up version of me(: Okay, not totally cleaned up. But you know, less of the splotches of THAT need.

Sometimes, I still feel like this -

promiscuous boy, wherever you are. i am all alone and it's you that i want.

But hey, I've learned to deal with it(: Oh yes I have!

I realised that I am reliant-phobic.

I don't know. The thought of having relationships like the ones my friends are having, freaks me out. Even the normal ones. ESPECIALLY the normal ones.

Someone who looks after me all the time. Someone who is there to throw tantrums at. Someone who is there constantly. Meeting up more than 3 times a week. Someone constantly looking over my shoulders. Protecting me. Tying my emotions to their actions (because let's face it. once you are in a r/s, it happens). And all that that comes with the boyfriend package.

It just too much. Too much of reliance. I will never allow myself to be that reliant on someone. NEVER. It freaks me out.

Besides, I can look after myself perfectly well. I can control my emotions. And if I can't, I should learn to control my emotions. I don't need someone to protect me. 我经得起风吹雨打！I should learn to clean up my own shit. And, I am never going to let someone have reins over my emotions. Nah-ah.

I like a relationship where the boy and I act like we are single but not available. Basically, we get to keep the privileges of a singleton (hooray!) and yet, we get to enjoy the plus side of coupledom (perfect!). It's like hedging in Finance! Limit the downside and maximize the upside. Kind of.

Oh, I don't mind that he goes clubbing without me. Or that he doesn't "report" to me. He can look at pretty girls and maybe even flirt a little with them (but not in front of me). And blah and blah and blah.

Of course, when it comes to physical needs (I don't need to spell it out, do I?!), we are mutually exclusive. No other girls for him and no other guys for me. The occasional keeping each other warm in the middle of the night. Meeting up as and when our schedules allow. And blah and blah and blah.

Bickering is a must! Fights as well! I don't need or want the boy to always agree or giving in to me. I mean, how boring! Bickering and fighting keep things fresh and interesting no? He must share similar interest too. Watches soccer and US shows like The Celebrity Apprentice, Lost, Gossip Girl, Prison Break, Grey's and the likes.

AND! He must understand that the relationship is an ad-hoc thing. Most of the people I know these days are looking for their potential husbands and wives already! SIAO! That's why the boy must understand that I am NOT looking for such a thing. If it works out, cool. If not, I'll see you around.

So, it's kind of like an unofficial relationship. I don't need the title of being so-and-so's girlfriend. I mean, seriously, does it help me get a job? Feed me?

Oh, don't tell me that I am saying all these because I have yet to find someone I really really truly madly deeply love. Because ever since I am old enough to understand relationship (around 12), this has been how I imagine my perfect relationship to be. Even if we are married. He gets to keep his life, I get to keep mine and we sort of have a intersection in the center. Like those venn diagrams we have in science.

I like my independence and I plan to keep it.

Oh, I do have a mess up view about relationship huh? Well, this is only the tip of the iceberg. I mean, I have been in enough (2) bad limbo relationships to know better.

Of course, there are many sub-clause and exceptions to these unofficial relationship thingy. But there's just too many to list here. The relationship must not be a planned thing. It is more like a spontaneous thing. We will take the next step when it comes. And not have a clear timeline in mind. God, no!

This is not a good description of the perfect relationship for a reliant-phobic. But I am doing the best I can with these half shut eyes and brain.

zzZzz.

I never knew it existed.

I never knew (know?) that I have the nervous genes in me.

I was not nervous when I went on-stage to perform. I was not nervous when I went on-stage to receive awards. I was not nervous when I made announcements to the entire school every morning. I was not nervous when I read the "Thinking Day" speech to the entire school with my scratchy guides uniform. I was not nervous when I give presentations.

I was not nervous when I took my O'levels. I was not nervous when I took my A'levels. I was not nervous when I take any exams.

But I am nervous over BF323 now. I am nervous about my interview at 10.30am.

It does not feel good. It feels like something is sitting on top of me. I feel like I am going to puke anytime. It makes me feel like burying myself in bed and hiding myself until it's all over. And worse of all, it makes me want to give up.

I do not like this new thing call "nerves". No, siree. I do not like it at all. I am going to return it right this moment. Wish me luck!

Interesting Events.

Read and Comment Day.

Got to know about it from here . Event initiated by Chris Brogan.

Interesting, no? Read and comment away, me darlings?

The Real Singapore Freeze.

It's a Facebook Event. No idea where I first saw it but here's the event page - The REAL Singapore Freeze.

Interesting! And it's happening on Mabel's birthday!

Anyone wants to go down and take a look/take part? Let me know! Cause I want to go! Leave a comment or something! Hahas. It IS read and comment day! -.- ABUSE ABUSE!

But I think the organisers are going to have a headache organising. I mean, it IS a gathering of more than 10 people so they might need to get some permit or something so that it won't be an illegal gathering no?

Interesting Facts about yourself.

I am going to start something myself. Hahas.

It might be pointless to most people but I guess, it's interesting to me and it helps to add dimension to a person?

So every Sunday/Monday, I will post one interesting habit/fact/quirk about myself(:

I mean, it's probably useless for friends who see me in real life but it might be useful for people who don't know me online!

Besides, the key to decoding and reading my blog is that you really need to know me online! So that you can imagine my actions and tone while reading. And, it can serve to "enhance" the experience ! Personify a person and all those crap(:

So here goes -

Fact #1 : Do you know that I drank from a milk bottle till I was in Primary 4?

The War Cry? Nah.

First paper tomorrow (Tuesday)! Yeah! Let the exams start! Because once it starts, it means I'm closer to the end. IF that makes sense.

Bringing my laptop to 8Flags tomorrow for reformatting. Seems like everyone will be heading home for a serious bout of mugging after AB213 tomorrow. So, I'll be heading to 8Flags alone. It's scary. Don't ask me why. 8Flags is probably the only place that I will try to avoid going when I am on my own. *shrinks away*

How's my preparation for exams? I am literally taking one paper at a time. 3 papers in 3 weeks. This means that I can a) have a FULL day of rest after each paper and b) still have more than enough time to study. BUT! I do envy people from SMU:( *sigh*

Application for local exchange is on again. Should I?

Tweets for the day (excluding replies) -

• can't wait for next sem. i'll no longer be a finance student! i'll be a psych student! GO, MINOR! for now, die finance, die!!! about 22 hours ago

• TRYING to fix my windows problem. I cant install Adobe Reader or iTunes! URGH. HELP!!!!! about 8 hours ago

• okay, using Foxit for now. will get the computer reformatted tmr. any advice related to backing up files? about 7 hours ago

• i hereby conclude that I am down on tech luck these days! everything sucks from fireworks to windows problem to googling! about 6 hours ago

• i know i sound like a broken record. but! i really cant wait for the reformat tomorrow. about 4 hours ago

My twitter activity rate is still not very high. Basically, I am actively "talking" to 2 people. Following 7 people, out of which 4 do not use Twitter at all and 1 whom I am just plainly following and vice versa. Hahas. See! I don't even need fancy tools/application to do my analysis for me(:

I need to set up a Google Doc account for my fyp project to facilitate sharing of articles/files/whatnot. I'll probably need to teach them how to use it as well?

Okay, enough of crapping. Bedtime. Please don't rain tomorrow.

Oh yeah, here's my war cry. Ready? AIYA, HUAT LAH! -.-|||

I bet you guys can imagine my actions, tone and expressions just by looking at that phrase right?! It's amazing how unglam I can be even when I am online :D

Random Thoughts.

Man U won(: Whees~ And this time, I was disturbing Ming Jian (fellow Man U supporter). Hees.

Been playing this game of Facebook -

A little addictive. But I am kind of getting sick of it already. I guess it's kind of like the Brain Age game on Nintendo DS? *shrugs*

Maybe I should let my tutee try? A break from the monotonous maths questions. Hmm. We'll see(:

I miss Joey:( Even though she's married and 10 years older than me, we kind of click? *sigh* I miss working in Perlini's. Not because of the job but because of the people! Do you know that the outlet in J8 is under renovation now? I'm excited to see the new shop :D I excited to see their new collection this year as well!

Why do girls like xiaxue gets attached and normal, nice girls don't? This question has been bothering me (and Joey) for quite a while. Now that I have the explanation (kind of) to the Beauty and the Beast phenomenon, can I please have one for the reverse? I sound like a broken record.

Okay, back to work!

Abuse.

I have 5 slides for my presentation tomorrow! That's an achievement!*sarcastic* I am sure in the next few hours the number will double.

Here are the things I am overusing/over-saying these days -

".... (insert) is giving me grieve..."

"...that's totally like (insert adjective)..."

"...but STILL..."

:D

(:

So, what's your most abused words/emoticons/phrases?(:

I have to say sometimes, I find guys who uses emoticons scary. Okay, the occasional and o.O is fine with me. But, when they end every tweet or sentence with one emoticon, it feels like they are trying to act cute! *goosebumps* And I absolutely cannot stand guys who uses =( or :( Don't ask me why.

I'm not saying that guys can't use emoticons but it really REALLY depend on the context and the type/kind of emoticon used, don't it?

I've been thinking, I've always said I hate guys who are 大男人 and then I look at myself and realised, I am a little too 大女人 at times. Hmm.

Yups. I didn't know my self-invented word, "gazillion" actually existed! o.O You can find its definition at The Free Dictionary.

My 21st.

Seeing that I have no clue as to how to start my AB214 presentation, let's talk about my ideal 21st.

It's still 8 months and 1 day away. But, seeing how I have tried to crack my brain to make two 21st memorable in the past 2 weeks, it got me thinking about my own.

I am a super hard person to surprise, so I doubt it will happen this year.

Anyways, my 21st. Hmm.

Well, I have always miss camps and loitering around in Deyi at night. So, if I can see my whole council board and PSLs gather again in Deyi, I'll be happy(:

*laughs* Who am I kidding? But a girl can dream eh? Back to my AB214.

Soccer. BM. Tweet Post.

I have always wanted to "learn" soccer.

Not as in play soccer. I've tried that (back in JC). Dribbling the ball around the track was deadly. Attempting to head the ball, almost broke my neck. Always running after the ball was tiring. Being a goal keeper almost gave me heart attack because the shooter and my defenders screams when the ball comes near the goal post-.-

But watch soccer. The reason?

Not because I want to be famous among the guys. Gosh, no. I am not that bimbotic. But because there's something about soccer that's nice? I like the way players come out onto the field and then play as a team(:

I am also influenced by my dad who stays up to watch soccer match when I was young. Now he is too old to stay up to watch soccer and there's no cable at home:( Live streaming is not the same (but thanks, ym)! Besides, even if there is, I won't understand a single thing :X Every time the referee blows the whistle, I need a "translator" because I will be going, "What?! What?!"

Right.

Anyways, I had another bimbotic moment(BM) today! While waiting for me dentist, I realised that my watch goes with my shorts! Lookie -

Okay, it's not that obvious now. My stupid camera makes my hand looks old! HELLO?! Since when am I so tan? -.- But yes, my watch goes with my white shorts(:

Alright, blog by tweets -

• snuggled up in bed while it rains outside(: about 14 hours ago

• dragging lazy bum out of bed for dental appointment *yawn* about 12 hours ago

• hates broccoli. but my mum will put one broccoli and then dump me with my favorite dish. compensation, yes? about 12 hours ago

• off to the dentist! good news please! :D about 11 hours ago

• ok, my top teeth decided to have a divorce-.- but the dentist removed the big metal bar in the center!! :D about 9 hours ago

• using the cash register to surf the net(: dad's playing old songs in the shop -.- about 9 hours ago

• someone needs to kick me so that i will start studying!! >.<about 3 hours ago
  

MY DENTIST TOOK OUT THE HUGE METAL BAR IN THE CENTER! *claps and dances around*

*breathes* Okay, Yong Ming is telling the difference between EPL and Champion's League. Better go pay attention :D

Monday.

3 days of rest is probably enough. But something happened and I am feeling kind of mixed up. Hmph.

Dental appointment tomorrow (8th April). Seeing that I have 6 months of braces-day left, I am hoping and wishing that the dentist will tell me a foreseeable date for me to remove them braces(:

While reading in bed last night, the idea of what to do for my AB214 presentation struck me. NTU Open House 2009! Since last year, I've been ranting and ranting that our open house ads sucks. So now it's my turn to see what I can come up with(: Suggestions are VERY welcome(:

Some back-dated pictures. Juan accompanied me to Borders last Tuesday. We saw this pop-up book and were really fascinated(:

Yups(: I used to have one pop-up book about trucks. Anyways, I didn't buy any books because I spent $300 the day before.

Was cleaning my room and I realised the paint job was not very well done -

Right above the curtain railing (o.O), I can still see some of the old paint (bright pink). Hmm. They probably thought I wouldn't notice since it's so high up. And they were right? It's been 6 months since the renovation and this is the first time that I've noticed it o.O Oh wells.

The brother went to school for orientation today and he declared that the trip was too long and he will take cab home on days when he feels really tired. I was like o.O Yooohooo! I study in Boon Lay! That means 2 bus and 2 train before I reach my dumb school! His school is in DOVER!*shrugs*

time to untangle my life. it happened. so move on.

Saturday(:

Was spent away from the laptop. That's 2 days in a week that I have had a laptop free day.

Anyways, this is from yesterday's 我报 -

I should translate this to Chinese, print both version out and then frame it on the fridge. This report probably appeared in 联合早报 too but my parents (namely, my dad) just didn't cut it out because for all my life, they have nagged me for being a camel (I can go without water for a day!). Hahas :D

You know ah, I say, "Thank you" to the auntie handing out 我报 when I happen to have a morning class. And I guess it's really uncommon for people to say thank you, the auntie actually recognises me? So, when I get the 我报 from her in the morning, she will go, "不用。" before I can thank her(: Hees.

Nothing much to blog about. Just a lazy quiet Saturday(:

Blogging in terms of Tweets.

After 15 gruelling hours, I am finally done with my AB213 report! Yes, I feel like stabbing group mates. Two for not explaining the charts and one for not listening to what I was telling her and just chucking whatever theories she can get her hands on without applying.

I realised the main reason why I was so disappointed with my presentation on Friday. It was not because that I screw up the Q&A. But because my group mates forgot their speech, even though I practically wrote their speech for them. They just blanked out and clicked through the slides. Throwing helping words at the side, in the hopes of jolting memory failed. URGH.

Alright, I am going to blog in terms of Tweets (in chronological order) -

• late nights + being a camel (not drinking water) = 2 huge pimples on my forehead. total crap. any quick fix? about 11 hours ago

• drinking water like there's no tomorrow-.- about 9 hours ago
  

• aren't we Finance students? aren't we supposed to be good with charts and figures? my group mates sucks in explaining them!!! WTF. about 8 hours ago
  

• alright. even i am confused with the charts now. i think i should go take a bath to clear my mind. about 6 hours ago
  

• on the phone with bestie. a little break from my stupid report. about 5 hours ago
  

• back to the report. jiayou! flooding myself with tweets-.- about 4 hours ago
  

• quote by me to describe lousy grp mates: if you expect me to clean your shit, then at least, learn how to take off your pants. about 3 hours ago
  

• bernice chua is hereby given the responsibility of poking, bugging, kicking and *insert adverb* me until i send an email to my tutor! about 44 minutes ago
  

• you are also invited to join her. i will not let my group mates leech on me any longer. this is going to the tutor! about 45 minutes ago

• bedtime!! at last! putting toothpaste on pimples! hopefully it works!! oyasumi~ less than 5 seconds ago

• 91.3 FM is playing the national anthem!! OH NO!!!!! less than 5 seconds ago

Got the idea from kennethteo. But ah, his tweets looks much neater than mine!!!

Are you tempted to join Twitter yet? Join!!!! Alright, bedtime.

At ABC conference.

One of my FYP group mate thinks that ABC stands for Accountancy and Business Club-.- Noooo. It means Association of Business Communication!! Hahahas. And I was forced to keep her anonymous.

I thought we were supposed to hear a talk on Business Communication? But it feels like an award ceremony-.-

Anyways, I took a nap today. Okay, it's suppose to be my sleep. But I end up sleeping for 40 minutes only. URGH. I am sure I have taken a nap that last longer than that.

Drained. I feel dumb too. I was working so hard on my group mates' slides yesterday that I neglected my own part. It took me another 3 hours to groom my own slides and another hour to practise my speech. By the time, it was 5am and I need to wake up at 6am :(

I feel dumb because I realised that the presentation is graded individually!!! So I am basically helping to get higher marks:(

I am incoherent now. Hopefully I won't be during Q&A late.

Back later.

They got my name right!!

3 person - Daryl, Weilong and Ulrike - got spelt my name correctly!With that said, it feels so weird to see my name on people's blogs. Even if it's just a passing remark or something.

I am super tired and I have yet to start working (properly) on my AB213 presentation! It's on Friday by the way. Took a look at the slides my group mates sent me, shouldn't be a problem, I hope. When it comes to presentations, I am very picky. I freak at the nitty-gritty things.

And my desktop is at its messiest. Take a look:


Anyways, I was googling for Guides' Law yesterday and got this:

Hmmm. Anyways, was stoning in front of the TV and watching The Ellen Show and saw something that looks like the Scout's Logo? And below the logo, it says, "Rebirth". Is that what it means?

Alright, back to my slides. Been a pretty normal day so not much to say. Counting to Monday - end of projects! *endures cramp and dance*

A crampy kind of post.

Woke up this morning (Tuesday) with horrible horrible cramps. 1 hour of shut-eye only. After having breakfast, I literally crawled back to bed to catch forty-winks. Instead, I end up curling up and whimpering-.-

Still! I dragged myself to school. Even though everyone is going, "Take medicine!", I didn't. Proud of myself. With that horrible amount of pain, I got through school and a horrible long project meeting without any medicine(:

In a sick and twisted sort of way, this is kind of like a way to test my endurance? To prove to myself that I am no weakling! And the pain just sorts of distract me from doing circles in my head. There's just me, the cramps and whatever-task-on-hand.

Project meeting was...how shall I put it...Expected? Everyone did the reading I assigned them and then after that, " I read! But I have no idea what I am reading!" So, yeah. I am the brain and thinking machine again. *fumes*

The meeting was 4 hours long for me. For the rest? Probably an hour or so. Why? Because they only ever pay attention when it was their part I am going through. At the end of the meeting, someone actually said, "Eh?! What did we do today? What did we complete?".

I was ready to kill. But yes, I AM A PATIENT WOMAN! So, I recapped the whole meeting. They are sending me their slides tomorrow. Hopefully everything goes well.

Dinner at Ya Kun@ Boon Lay with the girls after meeting. It was nice(:

You know, I am such a softy. I can find so much things that I don't like about a person but still get along perfectly well with the person. I guess I separate things clearly into "compartments". I may not like your lifestyle/working style, but when it comes to play, we can be the best of pals.

That's good, right? I "compartmentalized" my feelings :D That's how Tyra Banks function too. Heard it somewhere. Hahas.

Okay, better go.

coding.

It's 5.16am in the morning. 3 hours since I said I am going to bed.

But here I am, coding my survey. Tabulating and everything else.

If I don't do it, who will? Lack of initiatives from my group members.

Tips for working with Huishan #1 - Be initiative.

Tips for working with Huishan #2 - Be very initiative.

You know, maybe I should make it a law. Like how Guides' motto is "Be prepared" so Shan's motto is "Be initiative"? Idea?(:

Sivan's 21st Birthday Celebration(:

Alright, this is the kind of post where I list and talk about what happen during the day. The just-in-case-I-knock-my-head-and-
have-amnesia-this-post-help-me-remember kind of post(:

It was a funny mix of people. But it turned out to be rather fun(: There were more guys than girls though. Anyways, people who turned up are - JC, YK, XY, Kelvin, Cyn, Mabel, Me, Sivan (duh!) and San, Saran(for a little while).

Met the girls slightly earlier to get the photo printed for the special gift from SPP. Initially, I wanted to fit our faces into (onto?) the body of cartoon characters. But alas! My photoshop skills are not that "powderful". But here's the two version(:

Yups(: Then we met up with the guys and dilly-dally a little at the MRT station. And we gave her the first present! The toilet brush! Hees(: We didn't give her any bag to carry the brush :X And of course, we did silly stuff with it. And, me (the cuckoo girl) did this:

Statue of Liberty? Miss Congeniality?

And we had a traditional/ compulsory SPP birthday picture with San before she leaves:
After that, we headed to The Cathay(: Billy Bombers were crowded so we had to walk around abit while waiting for the seats. I stole the cap of the toilet brush from Sivan and she went into one of the shops to get a plastic bag(cheater!;p):
Dinner at Bombers after that. The food was (were?) not as great as I remembered it to be? Sivan and I shared the "Catch of the Day". I gave half of mine to Kelvin and he complained! That guy forever bullying me! Blehs! Anyways, the manager at Bombers was rather nice. He offered to help me pour ketchup! So sweet!! (:

We rotted abit outside The Cathay after dinner. Took a group picture and some totally random shots while Kelvin practiced his shooting skills for his job with Mocca on Monday. The idiot has a habit of blocking my face just before the picture was taken. So, I decided to do this (you have to click on the picture to see):

I'm gonna eat your fingers!!

Whees~ We headed to Mind Cafe at Purvis Street after that. Quite a long walk but we sang A1 songs all the way there(: Forever In Love, Ready Or Not, Everytime.....Almost all of their songs actually(: I love singing with them (and on/in the streets)!(:

Mind Cafe@Purvis Street! Hahas. That's where the funniest thing happened. YK, Mabel and I headed to the toilet. Mabel and I, being girls, were walking a few steps behind. When we reached the toilet, we couldn't see YK and the guy's toilet was unoccupied!! Guess what? He went into the Ladies' Toilet!! Damn funny :X

We played some totally random girls and then we played Taboo! Some funny quotes -

Word: Chest
Kelvin: Huishan! Huishan! Airport!!
(The guys in school used to tease me because I am flat-chested)

Word: Airport
Kelvin: Huishan! Huishan! What do we call her?!
(Ditto)

Word: Fireworks
Kelvin: In the air. During National Day.
Mabel: Houseflies! Cockroaches! -.-

Word: Titantic
Me: Movie! Do-do-do-do-dooooo *continue to do-do "My Heart Will Go On"*
Cynthia: Shan! They will never get it!
JC: What?! What? I can't hear!
*everyone laughs*

Hahas. It was fun(: Totally! We played Snorta! And guess who lost?! Sivan! AGAIN! See, even the photos look the same(click to enlarge)!

Saran is bad at Snorta too! Juan too! Hehe. I am rather bad at it too. But at least I am better than them :D Hees ;p

After which, the girls cabbed home while the guys rushed to take the last train home(: I am so tired but happy(:

For more crazy pictures, go to myFacebook album(:

Alrighty, I am off to bed. Editing the result analysis for my AB213 tomorrow. I'll be so glad when next week is over. No more AB213 and I am freed from all projects *blissful sigh*

BUT! My exams are nearing and they are so far apart! 7-7-9! Grrr..SMU people are going to end so much earlier than me:(

Just a note.

I have finished editing and compiling the critique report for my research modules! (: *bows to applause and rose throwing* Of course, I got a little fed up in between and did a quick post in livejournal but other than that, it went relatively well.

Quite a lot of things I wanted to say but for the life of me, I cannot seem to remember any *scratch heads*

I was telling ber that I am feeling rather sick of NTU. No, not because of the whole fake ad thing. But with its culture, grading system, way of life and most importantly, the people. I am pinning my hopes on an exchange to SMU next semester but looking at my grades, I think the probability of me seeing a shooting star will be larger than the probability of getting the exchange. BUT! On the bright side, I have one more year to graduation! (: Bye bye, NTU!

Okay, it's getting late. I better get to bed. I am so tired and my neck is feeling creaky. Apologise for these totally random post! Will be back with the promised post about working styles -soon!

i think i'm moving but i don't know where.

Disgusted? Mistake?

Apparently, when you search for SMU on google, you get a fake ad for NTU. Read it here.

Hopefully it's a mistake (what are the chances?) or a reasonable explanation to this.

For now, I am disgusted. How much? VERY.

Anyways, being feeling kind of lethargic these days. Procrastination at its max.

My nails and the "flesh" (cuticle?) are having a major divorce! Most of them. For the past week, I have had 3 cases of seperated nails and "flesh". Ouch ouch and double ouch. It's like having things driven in between the nails.

Walking in the rain today cause I was too lazy to take out the umbrella and now I am having a cracking headache. Weak.

As summer rolls by, will I gain weight like I did last summer (I gained 6 kg last summer! Bringing me to a all time high of 48kg! *faints*)? Will I repeat what I did last summer?

Oh wells. Exams first eh?

Step Up is not as nice as everyone hyped it up to be. Wonder if Step Up 2 can live up to its name?