Relationships (and anything resembling it) has never been as unattractive to me as it has been now.
It took a conversation with ber to realized that.
All that checking the phone every few moments for his reply, feeling the need to constantly message him, the want to talk on the phone every night and the whole "I-just-can't-get-enough-of-you" things.
All these. All of them feels disgusting to me. I don't even know why.
In a relationship (and anything resembling it), it's not what you expect that's hard and sticky. It's HIS expectations that are complicating stuff.
For me. For now. I just want something with no complications.
You know, talk/message each other only if you feel like it.
Quite like what I had last year.
Kudos to all those who have ever been/are in a relationship.
And if I sound emo, I am not. I am just frustrated and tired and can't stand how some of my girlfriends are so eager to settle down. And this does not make me a loose-ey SPG or anything.
Yeah. Fun! Come this way.
It took a conversation with ber to realized that.
All that checking the phone every few moments for his reply, feeling the need to constantly message him, the want to talk on the phone every night and the whole "I-just-can't-get-enough-of-you" things.
All these. All of them feels disgusting to me. I don't even know why.
In a relationship (and anything resembling it), it's not what you expect that's hard and sticky. It's HIS expectations that are complicating stuff.
For me. For now. I just want something with no complications.
You know, talk/message each other only if you feel like it.
Quite like what I had last year.
Kudos to all those who have ever been/are in a relationship.
And if I sound emo, I am not. I am just frustrated and tired and can't stand how some of my girlfriends are so eager to settle down. And this does not make me a loose-ey SPG or anything.
Yeah. Fun! Come this way.
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