Sivan's 21st Round 2(:

Woke up at 4pm today. Eyes were still a little swollen from all that crying the day before. But, I guess I am feeling slightly better.

I need some change in my life. I envy Cynthia because she is leaving for Australia in July. She can just leave her life behind and start again. I want that too. I need that. Maybe then, I will stop not liking myself so much.

Talking to Cynthia on the cab home about Deyi made me think. How did we go from there to here? What happened to my simple life? My confidence? My motivation? What happened to her?

I like going out with Cynthia because she's the only person who knows how I really feel. Why I do some things that I do. But sometimes, we can get so bimbotic. Thanks for saying that you want to kick his balls(:

ANYWAYS! Met up with Juan, Kelvin, Saran and Cynthia to go for Sivan's 21st chalet. Initially, I didn't want to go. But I pushed myself to and it was the correct choice(: Took some pictures but I look pretty awful in most of them cause of my swollen eyes and lousy mood.

I was late! Went to the bus stop near the market to take 88. The first 88 came and it was super duper packed. Kelvin and Saran was on the bus and they kept asking me to board it. I REFUSE TO BECOME A SARDINE! So I waited for the next bus(:

I'm the last person to reach Pasir Ris interchange. Opps. Took a cab down to Aloha. It's a good thing we were there early! We managed to steal a picture with Sivan before she got swept away.

Standing among all of them, I look so so so fair! Heh. We sat around taking pictures and talking while we waited for the party to start. Saran took some pictures of Cynthia and me. But it looks awful!! Haha. And he still dare to say, "Don't doubt my photography skills. I am the VP of the Photography Club last time!" Yeah right. Hahas. Saran will always be Saran :D

Took a picture with Saran:
Doesn't it look like those kind of pageant photos? M1 and F1! Haa! Saran, you need a haircut!

Anyways, the photographer today was super funny. He came to us and told us that he will be taking candid pictures of us. Erm...If you are, then why tell us? -.-

After awhile, Renu, Shalini, Gaya and Ranjan came! I was so happy to see them(: Being around them makes me smile!! Hees. I was rather quiet and all. But listening to them talk and joke is enough(:

Renu said I look glowy(: Aww~ But she also said I look angry when San came and said hi. Of course I am! For reasons I shall explain next time or when I feel like it. But yeah. I miss Renu so much:D

The party started and Sivan's relatives, parents, brother and Gaya gave a speech(: So sweet and nice(: After that, there's the whole cake cutting "ceremony"! And then there's the DANCE! Sivan can dance!! Whees~ I didn't know she was from Indian Dance! Hahas. And she had long hair?! Cynthia and I was shocked! Here's a blurry picture:

I'll try and get the video from Cyn(;

We left the party around 11 (: So yups. Once again, HAPPY 21st, SIVANNY WANNY BOO!! (: