Procrastination.

"..Procrastination happens because of a deeply-rooted belief.."

I am a serial procrastinator. Procrastinating usually puts me in a bad mood. And the belief that causes me to be a procrastinator?

Perfectionism.

I'm a perfectionist through and through. Totally. Utterly. Deeply. Seriously. Initially, I thought I'm only a perfectionist when it comes to presentations. But, nopes. It's everything :(

I procrastinate when I have something to do. Like assignments, presentations, reports, cleaning the room and yada yada. Because I am afraid to find that I won't/can't do them well. So, I tend to these things off so that I won't have to find out that I am a "failure". That I cannot do these things perfectly.

*sigh* And when time pressure comes in, the angel and devil battles. It will be something like, "Do your work NOW!!!" and then the other half will go, "NO! I have something else to do!" Or some stupid excuses.

End result? Lousy mood. Tired feeling. Nothing done. BAH!!

That probably explain why I am in such a bad mood tonight. I am putting off doing BF323 :(

Procrastination. And I am feeling selfish :( That's another story for another time. Well, it's on LJ.

I miss this song!